I have not been active on here much, for that I apologize, I've been trying to not procrastinate as much as I can, so first day of June I actually deleted all of my gaming accounts.
What I've been up to:
-end of the last school year I had a week packed with performance and practice followed by performance and practice. I've made many friends and have grown a lot person wise (not physically)
-I would like to broadcast about this awesome huge choir I'm a part of. It's called Millennial Choirs and Orchestras. If you like vocal performances (that sound amazing) if you are familiar with and enjoy the Mormon Tabernacle choir, you will LOVE this choir. We have about 3 cds released, all of which have hit the top three and sell out very quickly. Performances halls that hold over 2000 seats are often sold out at least 2 weeks before the actual performance. This is no small choir, it's big, it's professional, but if has Adults and high school students and middle schoolers, and elementary schoolers. It is beautiful and precious and you will love it. It's a growing choir. There's a branch in East Valley Arizona, Utah Valley Utah, Dallas Texas, and Orange County California. This is a choir that has performed at a director's conference and received standing ovations. Also, there are no auditions for youth.
-I've been on a couple really fun, friendly dates ^^
-I had some summer school
-I got a small job that I really like, it's just cleaning, but I like it.
-but onto the title. People always say "be careful what you wish for," and I know they're right. But, my whole life, ever since I was very little, all I have ever wanted was a Daddy. Someone who would understand me, who I could connect with really well. Someone who I would always feel safe around, who I can always be myself around. There are actually a lot of things connected to not having a close relationship with a dad that affects a girl and who she becomes. It even affects when she hits puberty and how well she does in school. So, this has been a dream my whole life, and it's finally come true in it's own way. I don't have a step dad or anything, but I have a good friend that I've hung out with a lot and he's almost a carbon print of his dad, because they're both very close. I've known them for about a year now, but the awesomest thing ever is that his dad has become just like a dad to me. It's everything I've ever wanted and everything I've expected. It's kinda funny because I've told him he feels just like a dad to me, but it's a cool funny because he'll respond with something relevant to "it would be a blessing to have a daughter like you and I feel like I should be watching over you whenever you're around or just talking from a distance" and he does everything he can just to help me feel more comfortable and at home when I visit their place. And I love it, because I am perfectly understood and they always make me laugh and it makes me so happy, I have cried. He's someone I actually do feel comfortable asking for advice from and even talking about the things that are hard for me to discuss because I'm so fully accepted as me. I can actually be all of me and not be afraid, but happy and safe. I love it. I'm so grateful. I'm so happy... So yes, life is good ^-^ I just really needed to share that.
-also, leaving to girls camp tomorrow, I'll let you know how that goes
So how has your summer been going?